Jobless—but not God-less

I was in the middle of my first year of teaching and living in rural Missouri when the Holy Spirit directed me to move to St. Louis at the end of the school year. My parents were preparing to move from their home there to another state, and I knew that somehow I needed to retain my connection with that city. Therefore, I had to move to St. Louis myself. The Lord had plans for me in that region.

I was three years old in the Lord and knew enough to seek God before I made such a huge, life-changing decision. As I drove from my parents’ home in St. Louis County that Sunday in January back to my rented quarters in the small town where I taught, I asked God to give me time to really seek Him. That meant I needed a snow day, but no snow was in the forecast. With stars twinkling, I prayed and prayed and prayed all the way home. A song I knew had these lyrics:

Reign, Lord, reign! Reign Master Jesus, reign.

Rain Your Spirit in my heart; reign Master Jesus, reign.

I changed it to “Snow, Lord, snow! Snow Master Jesus, snow,” and so on. I was twenty minutes from home on a windy back road about eight o’clock in the evening, and there in my headlights appeared the first few flakes.

Ten to 12 inches later, I had my snow day. In fact, I had a week. And then a second week. And by the beginning of the second week, I started repenting for praying so effectively—but I had my answer. St. Louis, here I come!

During the move and the first year back in the area, God taught me much of what I still lean on concerning hearing from Him for both direction and finances. Here are six of the things I learned:

Listen to Him as you go, and take the “Holy Ghost dare”—step out in obedience to the promptings you get. I needed an apartment and was heading to look at one when I felt a nudge to take an earlier exit off the highway. I obeyed and traveled that road for a couple of miles, saw nothing, and decided to turn around. I pulled off and was going to go back to my original destination when I heard Him say, “Pursue those houses.” I did, and soon saw a large sign—”Greenmar Terrace Apartments”. Following the signs, I found the complex, fell in love with it, and signed the lease for quite a bit less a month than I would pay at the place I was initially considering. As it turned out, the complex to which I was led was also much closer to the district where I was eventually hired.

Don’t claim every job you see. I made the mistake of “naming and claiming” a teaching position in nearly every district in the region. Whenever I passed a school or heard of a different district, I claimed a job there. One day, while claiming yet another teaching position, I heard the Lord say so sweetly to me, “Do you think you’re going to have the energy to teach in all those different classrooms and districts you’re claiming?” He showed me that, yes, I was right to claim a job; but then I needed to let Him lead me as I made myself available to potential districts.

Don’t give up. I continued to put out applications and resumes and followed up with as many as I could. I also subbed in a district fairly close to me. I did what I could to show myself friendly on all the job sites and to do the best job I could as a sub.

Get a backup job. This may not apply to all of you, but I obtained a “stop-gap” job at a clothing store in addition to my subbing assignments so I could make ends meet.

Tithe. Finances were tight, but I had learned to tithe. I would take my sub money and retail store checks and give exactly ten percent of the gross—the amount before taxes. Things were so tight that sometimes I had to write out IOUs to God and put them on my refrigerator until the next paycheck when I could pay Him back. Nobody had pounded this doctrine into my head; my first “church” had been a dorm room Bible study where we never took up offerings, and none of the churches in the small town where I taught my first year were a fit for me, so I didn’t stay long enough in one place to hear a tithing message. I simply saw it in the Bible, so I did it. (If you are terrified of tithing, start with a smaller percentage. Then as you get used to it, and you see that you’re not going to die, kick up the percentage over time until you are at ten percent. Once there, keep on giving. It will change your life.)

Use Scripture. Let the Holy Spirit give you Scripture to use as your lifeline and weapon of warfare as you pray. In November my first year back in St. Louis, I took a sub job for a teacher on maternity leave. That six weeks turned into the rest of the year as the new mom decided to stay home with her baby. I was thrilled, but I was only being paid as a sub and still had to work my second job. I pestered the principal several times about giving me a contract with full pay, but he became increasingly irritated with me. I knew I needed to back off. Instead, I prayed, and as I did so persistently, I received the Scripture that became my personal battering ram. It was Proverbs 3:27: “Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due, when it is in your power to do it.” I declared during my prayer time that my principal would not withhold good from me to whom it was due when it was in his power to do it, and I thanked God without ceasing that He would back up His Word on my behalf. Then, on Valentine’s Day, after teaching in that class since before Thanksgiving, my principal handed me a full-time teaching contract.

The goal of becoming financially secure is often tested; and some believers are tested in this more than others are. Although I don’t understand why that is, my prayer is that you will gain new strength as you endeavor to follow and obey God concerning finances and employment. Don’t give up! He will come through for you.

Dorothy

 Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen.  Ephesians 3:20-21

Tomorrow: Scriptures I’ve used when trusting God for finances